Chrissy the Caged Sissy

Sunday, June 4, 2023

I Hate Having a Dick!

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I'm really thinking about transitioning. I just don't know if I'm ready yet. My life would change drastically in so many ways. I hate having a dick. I get so repulsed when I look down and see my cock. I'd rather have a clit, a hole for men to plow and penetrate. I'd rather have one in the front, as opposed to just being fucked in my ass, so I can see the man's face as he fucks me and so I can feel like a real woman. Yet, so many men, especially my many boyfriends, like my penis, they prefer shemales, people who have the best of both worlds: a feminine body-curvy, smooth, with boobs and long hair- along with male genitalia, a dick and balls.

I also want hooters, boobies- I'd love to have female tits, but again, this would be a very visible sign of my gender transition and would make everyone in my life see me so differently and treat me so differently, and most in a very negative way. So for now, until I'm ready to make the leap to gender affirming care, I express my gender identity stealthily- I still publicly present as male- a masculine face and voice, boy clothes, etc,..- but secretly I wear female underwear, panties, bras, girly socks, and sometimes even lingerie or skirts under my clothes. And as soon as I get home I get dressed into all female clothing. Admittedly, I'm still not good with makeup, though. That is why at times I use filters on my face. Not to trick anyone, but just to look and feel more womanly mostly for myself than for anyone else.

So for now, along with my secret feminine clothes, I also try to hide and even "replace" my manmeat, my cock with chastity cages, gaff panties and fake prosthetic vaginas. Like the ones in the pics here.

Thoughts? Should I transition? Do you feel the same? Any advice?

Kisses.

Love,

Chrissy

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