I like being feminine and treated like a girl. I like wearing girl clothes. I don't know why. I just enjoy the feeling of femininity, of being "the weaker sex," the one who is chased, who is hunted, ogled, drooled over, the one who is helped whenever she is in distress simply because she is a girl....i like men opening doors for me, pulling out my chair so i can sit in it, giving me flowers, sacrificing their jacket on cold days, paying for everything on a date.....I like it when men make the first move, grab my hand to hold it, kiss and suck me all over, I love when they initiate the physical contact and just go after me without being asked....and I enjoy it when they don't take "no" for an answer.
Maybe that is all sexist nowadays? Today women are relatively equal to men and shouldn't be thought of as "weaker," shouldn't be thought of as needing a man to help them. Yet, traditionally that is how women were thought of and treated for centuries if not millennia's in many cultures, especially in Western culture.....and that is how I like being treated. I love it wearing a skirt or dress, especially a short one, where you just get small glimpse of my buttocks or clit, a tease. The thought that a man could just upend my dress or skirt, or just slip his hand under it, even if unwanted, is a real turn on to me! The feeling of nakedness in a dress, my dick and balls free to hang, my ass almost exposed, feels so good and naughty. For practical reasons, it is also more comfortable at times....especially in hot weather. Which is why men still wear robes in some parts of the world, like the Middle East. The more "feminine" or "girly" the clothes the better! That means pink, purple, red, black, with flowers or some other girly design...
I shave my body smooth....my chest, stomach, armpits, arms, hands, fingers, bikini line, genitals, hips, ass, and legs.....even my nipples, though that is very hard so I don't get all the hair off. I want a man to pat me on the head and say, "don't worry your pretty little head about that." I want to be treated like the "dumb blonde," the bimbo, the girl there just as eye candy, to be seen not heard. I'd love a man to say to me, "shut up bitch and just look pretty," or "just shut up bitch and be lookin fine," which ever. Again, I don't know why. I was never sexually assaulted at any time in my life, I don't really have any "Daddy issues," and I never tried my sister's clothes or even wondered about them at all growing up. In fact it wasn't except in the last 8 or so years that I got into the gay lifestyle and now crossdressing. I mean, sure, I was never attracted to women, EVER, but my only sexual interest in men is and always was to be dominated and conquered by them. I love being underneath a dominant man in total control, straddling me missionary style like i'm a girl. I am attracted to broad hairy chests, though, that I can say for sure.
If I ever marry a guy, and several have proposed, I want to wear a female wedding gown in the ceremony, and be treated like a female bride throughout it all...the wedding and the reception. Is that too strange? Too kinky? Too taboo? Why a wedding gown? Because it is the ultimate symbol of femininity since for centuries women have been raised and taught that their only role in life was to get married and please a husband. Yes, of course, that thinking has changed. But because it was present for so long it is still almost uniquely placed on women. A white wedding dress also symbolizes purity and innocence, though I have neither now.
In a time when gender roles, and indeed the concept of gender itself, is rapidly changing, will I fit in? Is it okay for be to be a middle-age guy who enjoys acting and being treated like a female? I'm not ready now, and maybe ever, to make a full transition and actually be transgender or a transsexual or whatever you call that now, but I enjoy femininity. Is that unfair to women? That a man like me can enjoy the positive parts of being a female without all the negative....the menstrual cycle, PMS, wearing bras all your life, having to work harder than men to be accepted as equals....all that? Or should-can I enjoy it?
Why do I like being feminine? I just like the attention maybe? Anyways.....what are your thoughts? Hit me up! Please like and comment on this post, share it, and follow me. Thanks! Kisses!
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-Chrissy
Want to be a Porn Star
Okay, okay, I know I am too old and that my cock is too small for me to be an actual porn star. But I'd like to be some type of model and show off my femboy body while advertising some product or service. There is a niche, a market, for feminine gays like me, however small, and I seem to tap into that market well as evident by all the positive comments and "likes" my pics, videos, and profiles on multiple dating and porn sites get. So if you have a product or service you want advertised and think this crossdressing tgirl is a good fit, hit me up! Fill out the Contact form on the side of the page or email me at chrissy4@protonmail.com. I am also in need of a manager, paid on commission. Below are some pics of me, I am not a professional yet, so they aren't too high quality, but with a little guidance I could model for you well. Thanks! Kisses!
-Chrissy
